It's day 10 of the new LA Weight Loss journey. So far so good. Down 8 pounds and holding. Lots of extra water gone. Back under 200. Looser pants. Food binging under control.
Until last night. No binging on food, but in my mind I was chowing down. Major PMS cravings but I didn't give in. Yet. It is SO HARD. The thing keeping me going is this monthly diary and the accountability that I have to SHOW SOMEONE ELSE what I'm putting in my mouth. That, and the $2000 that I've spent on this program already. You know, cash (or rather, credit) is quite a motivator.
I will NOT spend all that money for nothing. I AM going to meet my goal weight by September 21st. This is my year. It's happening. I'm not going to fail. This is too important to blow again. I know I can do it. I have the support, the tools, the will, the desire. I'm putting it to work.